my shrink said, just imagine anything that make you feel timid, ugly, stupid and all those negative feelings as a box. every morning, once you open your eyes, you have 2 choices. whether you want to put and lock yourself in that nasty, dark box or you jump high and avoid the box. it's your life. your choice. you always have options. once you let other people to choose for you, you'r screwed, man.
but, why do they have to hit my self-destruction button, again?
people are scary, tahu?