Friday, June 14, 2013

Not yet. Not yet.

"Nabilah Aisyah, you are stronger than you think. Hold on there."

Other than my med school, Allah is testing me as well. He gives me endless tests that I barely can endure them. He knows I can't handle them alone, so He gives wonderful people to be with me in this world. He gives me such wonderful friends who never give up on making me see sorrow as a bright light. 
He gives me two wonderful souls who I called Mama and Abah.

think i'll fall, think i'll break?
think i'll give up and forget?
not me, not yet!
not me,not yet.
no, not me, not yet!


Tuesday, June 4, 2013


As much as we want to know the truth, we are actually afraid of it. Truth can be a horrible thing. Truth can kill hope. Truth changes everything. No wonder 'breaking the bad news' is nobody's favorite thing in hospital.