Alhamdulillah, Allah gives me a wonderful friend who saved me from those antidepressant pills. I owe her a life, I would say. She keeps reminding me to be a better muslim everyday (until now). Keeps reminding me to forgive, forget and apologize.
I'm writing this because I want to set myself free, forget about the pain and start fresh.
If you are in a mess, check your Iman. It might be in a mess too.
p.s: tomorrow is Monday. I have lectures s from 9 a.m to 5 p.m and kinda back to back lectures.