just don't

if u wanna get drunk, not in front of your students.please.














orang yang ajar pasal liver cirrhosis and alcohol rebut botol arak dengan pelajar.



irony.

stop talking.plan something.

one thing about plans is they don't take unexpected events into account. when unexpected things occur, we think our plans fail. some of us are better at it but some of us just have to move on to plan B and make the best of it. most of the times, we want things to be exactly how we want them to be because we think that is what we need. 






but sometimes what we actually need is a new plan.




that's it.

dah agak dah.

winter trip?  stay at home.  under duvet. easy.






macam-macam hal laa..

cut and throw

in anatomy room, we hold scalpel. we cut everything that we don't want in our cadaver like fat,fascia,ruptured organ, skin  and we put them in a white bin under the table. easy.




i wish in my daily  life, i can hold a scalpel too. i can cut anyone  anything that makes my life miserable and throw them away. easy.




yeah, sometimes my idea of life can be that scary, you know.


















p.s: i have  my research project meeting on Friday. and Saturday too. hey, it's Saturday! seriously?

there goes my weekend...and my birthday. :(

rest in peace

"syah, i lost my best friend and my soul mate. now, i have no one. i'm nothing"

we always remember to love but we always forget to tell our loved ones to move on when we are not around anymore. well, it's not that easy, right? 

al-fatihah for my friend, zakwan. 

" he's not coming back,isn't he? he's gone before i said goodbye."

be strong,dear. i'm sorry, there's nothing much i can do for you. 

p.s: now, it's raining and gloomy  in Dublin.just like our hearts here. 

trick or treat!

 "what are you?"

"i'm a penis."

"you are what?"

"i'm a penis!"
sambil cuba bukak seluar dan tunjuk the real penis.

"ok..ok.. i got it. you are a penis. you don't have to show yours!"


and oh, budak tu berumur 4 tahun.




rasa ternoda.



dari jauh kedengaran seorang pakcik menjerit ke arah budak 'penis', "don't fuck people, kid!"






kesian budak tu. apa parents dia fikir? he's dressing up as a penis! what were they thinking?






p.s: Neslo dah habis. :(

i have 60-years-old feet.

"how old are you?"

"i'm 21."

"you are 21 but your feet are 60, young lady!"

"whatever doc. -.-' "


it's so weird when i got the same comment from my ex-roommate.

"kaki kau macam orang umur 60 tahun.sejuk je cramp.cramp je sejuk."


thick socks,walk less,wear boots. it's such a hassle.

***

another awkward moment ; when your mother can have a nice, long, 'futuristic', mom-and-son-in-law  chat with your boyfriend through phone but when you text her " hai mama! mama sihat?" and she ONLY replied "mama ok" .  and that's it. mom,seriously? 

umph!

p.s: racism is not good, people.not good. it's bad.toxic. damn!