cut and throw

in anatomy room, we hold scalpel. we cut everything that we don't want in our cadaver like fat,fascia,ruptured organ, skin  and we put them in a white bin under the table. easy.




i wish in my daily  life, i can hold a scalpel too. i can cut anyone  anything that makes my life miserable and throw them away. easy.




yeah, sometimes my idea of life can be that scary, you know.


















p.s: i have  my research project meeting on Friday. and Saturday too. hey, it's Saturday! seriously?

there goes my weekend...and my birthday. :(

rest in peace

"syah, i lost my best friend and my soul mate. now, i have no one. i'm nothing"

we always remember to love but we always forget to tell our loved ones to move on when we are not around anymore. well, it's not that easy, right? 

al-fatihah for my friend, zakwan. 

" he's not coming back,isn't he? he's gone before i said goodbye."

be strong,dear. i'm sorry, there's nothing much i can do for you. 

p.s: now, it's raining and gloomy  in Dublin.just like our hearts here.