my tragic life in blog

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Yoga

Merajuk cikgu yoga I kalau dia tengok gambar ni. Hahaha

In dire need of a long break from hospital and endless study. I want to have a medical-free life. So bad. My friend who just got married 2 weeks ago texted me to ask about my honeymoon. They want to stay at the same place that my husband and I stayed during our honeymoon (because the place is super awesome and not too expensive) I'm too excited to tell her about it and ended up talking to her on skype for one hour . My life is that... well, depressing at the moment. I even got excited talking about other people honeymoon. By just having a thought of holiday, travel and nice hotels can make me happy.and yesterday, i was talking to one of the patients who just got back from Croatia. He got quite bad right middle lobe pneumonia, but I was like yeah yeah you got pneumonia, how was your vacation? Not good people, not good.

Anyway, final exam part 2 ( oh yeah we have 3 parts of finals) is coming. Doakan please.

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

My babies.

"Say, I love you, Aunty Billa!"

"Noooo!!"

Missing all my nephews and niece. :(

Sunday, March 1, 2015

Responsibility

"Everyone figures doctors are the most responsible people they know. They hold lives in their hands. They're not flakes. They don't lose track of important details or make stunningly bad judgment calls. 'Cause that would be bad, right?

We are responsible with our patients. The problem is we blow it all out at work. In our own lives, we can't think things through. We don't make the sound choice. We did that all day at the hospital. When it comes to ourselves, we've got nothing left. And is it worth it—being responsible? Because if you take your vitamins and pay your taxes and never cut the line, the universe still gives you people to love and then lets them slip through your fingers like water, and then what have you got? Vitamins and nothing..."

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

The last hurdle

We learn our bum off in medical school to fight off death for other people but not even one lesson on how to go on living our own lives.

I'm in my medical rotation. I did tell you how much I love surgery but did i tell you how much I hate medicine??? Well, I hate it. I miss surgery. I miss being in OT. I miss being around the most cynical people in the hospital ( I mean, surgeons). You might find this gross, but I miss stoma ( google it if you dont know, you lazy bum), those gross looking scars and i miss puting my hands inside human body. Okay that sounds sooo wrong, I mean if the surgeons allow me to scrub in. Anyhow, I have finals in another 2 weeks. Please please please pray for me. If you know me, I might already bothered you through text or phonecalls asking to pray for me.heh.

P.s: I'm this close (i wish you can see my finger now) to have mental breakdown. T_T I hate you exam. I just wanna get over medical school!!!!!!! Doakan, pretty please.